I've completed half my exams. Got another 2 to go.
I have been so occupied lately hence the lack of entries.
But yes OMG! i have finally moved into the new place.
Not sure if i've mentioned i got an ensuite in a 2 bedroom apartment.
I still live near the city which is excellent.
Lately been staying at elang's place with stef..
haha.. just sleeping, eating and pretending to study. haha
but yeah i haven't been home for a long time :S
now waiting for stef to finish uni and return to felix towers.

Darren came down for the armin van burren concert which was happening.
YES i'm enjoying the heater :D
winter is getting cold and it's only 16 days to the hot sun of indo and singapore.
Update i still haven't bought my ticket to singapore yet but i have to.
SOMEONE REMIND ME :D

I shall upload pics soon. been lazy. even my facebook has been bare for sometime now.
Like since LAST YEAR.
I guess I have been super busy to blog n facebook :(
but i'll promise there'll be heaps of pictures of my trip to indo.

Weds going to Harbour Town.. WOOHOO
Gold coast trip :D:D:D
too bad i still have exams on friday but still going to enjoy :D

GRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I hate exams! I especially hate exams during winter.
The weather makes you wake up all nice and snugged in your bed then you just want to lay and go back to sleep. You know you can't coz lazy days are meant to on sundays and holidays.
Then you feel all dazed all day like you've been half blazed and struggle with the whole day attempting to be productive yet it doesn't work. You kick yourself for not just having a lazy day in bed. Then exams are coming and your not feeling productive due to the cold weather and the bed yearnings.
GOSH I hate winter and exams. I like winter if i'm totally on holidays and can spend it all on sleeping but NO NO NO i have crappy exams on crappy days and i'm so so so behind.

If you can't tell, i'm slightly not sane at the moment. Due to stressful commitments and study. Plus i'm moving apartments again!! HAHA...
It's going to be a busy month!
Waiting for my indo trip woohoo 39 days :D

OMG i forgot to mention my brother is going to buy my me an electric blanket so maybe my problem will be solved if he can deliver it before my exams, preferrably now which is highly unlikely. Still i've always been cheap to buy one and man handle winter myself but not this winter. HEHE time to result in armour!! hahaha... so so so happy that's darren's so generous to buy me an electric blanket.. the sheep one i wanted too!! cost $400+!!!! with the extra sheep wool cover and the wireless controls... hahaha top product of the winter generations.. woohoo...
xo you bro! hahaha

Anyway enough blogging.. it's time to do a month's of laundry.. SHHH don't judge me i've been occupied and also for you information i wear clean clothes and panties everyday... i have over 80 pairs of underwear ok!! I also have sufficient clothes... haha till now hence it's laundry time. Gosh i miss living at home...

off i go to the laundry room...
xoxo

Haha as the titles says it's true.
I've been on a spending frenzy lately. But hey i'm stimulating my nation's economy as well as international economy. Despite not being able to save K.Rudd's dosh but that's the aim of the game right? STIMULATE GUYS!

Anyway bought a little treasure, an addition to my lousy wardrobe. Which is my fabolous Oroton bag. It wasn't planned or anything. I haven't been yearning for it, simply saw it in the store and wanted it. I love impulse shopping, i get the best stuff from it. It seems the stuff like that is more special it's like love at first sight. I purchased a tote which is fabolous for my travels.
Talking about travels i am officially going to Jakarta and Bandung. Singapore is still undecided.

Anyway that's a preview of my bag but i think mine looks better in real life than the photo..
Wonder how long i will like this new shiny toy for? a week? a month? argh give me 2 weeks and i'm over it. haha.

Though it's cheap flights anyway between the two countries. I'm going to be on the same flight as my buddy wayan, departing from brisbane:D woohoo! 18days overseas !!! So excited! Trip with friends! and Visiting old friends too! yippee~!

Anyway it's a broke month for me, probably feasting on measly peasant food till exams..
Meaning less eating out unless it's sushi coz that's cheap.
It's masterchef Jess to whipped food for the month. No more lazyness.
I say this now but stay tuned coz i eat out everyday :S
Gonna have a mean steak for lunch today! Can't believe i have to cook :(
I slowly see my bank account declining and it's a sad sight :(
haizz.. no more impulse shopping and ohh the friggin sales man!!! :( :(
bought a black jacket from elizabeth aracade and it was ok about $189.00
Nothing special just a jacket much needed for winter.
Maybe not warm enough for winter but yeah autumn and spring i suppose.


Don't judge me, i'm just trying to improve the country's economy..
Though travelling is a contradiction but hey i'm tense as and need to get out of the country.
Well especially the city :D
Anyway for all those Australians, support our local designers!!!
I just realised Marcs was an australian label! What a ning nong am i.
But yes Marcs got fab clothes.

Oroton is LOCAL!


SUPPORT AUSTRALIAN DESIGNERS!


that's all i got to say for today...

Before all you can do was want to be with me by any means possible.
You used to shower every inch of attention towards me whether i noticed or not.
You only had eyes for me.
Our sweet kisses used to bring us the elixar of life.
When I would caress your neck your eyes would beam.
You made me feel special.
Really loved.
But what has happened?
Has our awkward silences been the torment of our relationship.
You dared to do anything for me, you once claimed yet now you contemplate.
I thought you were the man that would be my pride and shiny armour but today i found you are currently nothing but a coward.
You gave excitement then took it away.
Like taking candy from a baby and because of this brought fury in my face and heart.
The only thing i have been looking forward to this year and you seem to have to ruin the fun out of it.
I hate empty promises & liars.
Please don't let our relationship deteriorate.
We promised to savage it.
Obstacles always occur but you succeed there is no other glory.

Do you still like me?
Or was it a fantasy?
Your eyes doesn't glimmer how they used to.
Our hands never meet.
And today our lips didn't get to taste.
The greatest chemistry we had, did not occur.
Are these the signs of trouble?
I fret not.
Today you really made feel like losing hope and giving up on us.
To a point I felt it was adamat to end things when it isn't working.
Because I feel like crying.
I feel like shit.
Most of all, I feel pain.

I need you.
I need us.
I can't do it alone.
Guide me on what I must do.
Or I'll just have to cast away to a happier place.
A life without you.

No not that high school musical song. haha\

Anyway sorry for the omittance of entries of late.
Been busy with uni and overwhelmed with the workload.
Also i'm having trouble juggling the opportunities to catch up with my diverse range of mates.
Plus I in the mist of finding my other half which after lastnight, well we'll just have to wait and see. I don't want to rush into these too fast in the emotional aspect because i have my guard up this time to reduce the impact of something negative to happen.
After lastnight, i'm might of upsetted 2 adams, tom & eddybro isn't too please.

im in the wrong. SORRY!

because i had decided to go out with them to party buttttt my phone being on silent i did not notice any calls and msgs. Then i was too tired to go to the nightlife
and i still didn't notify them till i was about to head home and now i am not sure about their feelings towards me now :S

But they better be happy - they know why.

Anyway, now i sort of need to organize my life especially in the time schedule.
Because it is highly probable that i'll be spending time with a likely significant half.
So need to get the studying rolling and all the others to make my like perfect.

Anyway I will still keep up the gym junking going despite being bit slack latey :S
now i have to go today and tomorrow.

anyway gotta ciao.
xoxo

I know been so distant.

Anyway a recap:

*Meet up with some of my mates from the same hometown
*Been behind in Uni
*Tryna get motivated to go to the gym (not working)
*Just being plain lazy

That's all.
Have a good weekend guys!

Lately i've been reading/listening to other peoples blogs or rants about how they 'dont want to grow up' or how hard there life is or why isit not fair that i come from a poor family and so on?



For people that don't want to grow up:

With age comes wisdom but let's make it an exception for you mob.
BECAUSE OBVIOUSLY YOU HAVEN'T GROWN UP YET!
Whinging and complaining on how 'tough' life is, well it obviously isn't. Since you bitch and whine about it like a baby wanting it's diaper changed.
Seriously, stop the peterpan syndrome, life is not a fairy tale.
Yes i do somehow agree the childhood days were the ecstasy of life but now it's time for you to sober up, get on that horse and face reality.
We grow every second of our life, whether you realize or not. Having this sydrome represents only selfishness.

What about our parents?

You think they enjoy paying bills, slogging their guts just to put food on the table and ease that little inch of pain you might inflict?

Think again?

Man you guys piss me off, obviously you have woken up to the harsh relm of reality.
Sometimes the tought times are great.
They are lesson that ought to be learn.
Lessons that make you stronger and survive life.
But overall you dont' want to grow up well you got it, because obviously your not acting like one anyway. Be a selfish retard and spoilt little shit.

GET YOUR OVER YOURSELF~!



'How Hard Life Is'

Yes, i can show that little bit of sympathy but whinging about it isn't going it to make it easier.

YES or NO?


For those that said YES:

HAHA you guys are the smart ones, i'll be light and give you a small tap on the wrist.

whining about it only make other people do the same as well.
like monkey see, monkey do..
So STOP the complaining and do something about it.
If there is a will, there is a way.


For those that said NO:

Ain't you the biggest biatches... GET OVERSELF!
Bad things only happen to bad people i'd say and i hope it does to you!
*some things that happen that seem like there bad and you are a good person then it's not bad luck its a life experience take it and it'll be something good.

You think mother teresa or jesus had it easy. think again.
again it draws down to selfishness, YOU SELFISH LOSERS!


why isn't it fair that i come from a poor family?
All i can say is DEAL WITH IT!
just because ur financially not stable doesn't mean you can't live a rich family.
Stop being materialistic when you can't afford to be.
Ur probably worse than the rich snobs.
Just go out work out and become rich.
EVERYTHING TAKES EFFORT!
LAZY ASSES!

Anyway enough said!

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