Learning from past mistakes are definitely the most difficult to take in.
But it's the best learning method that can affect us physically and emotionally.
Recently under constant configuration on where my life stands have been quite excruciating.
Is it hard to believe that it's the little things in life that we strive to live for?
We all know that God works in mysterious ways and a random that i have met this month just finally made me realise, what my life is truly about.
It's not living up to parents expectations.
Getting the 5 C's or even just striving to succeed in life.
He made me open my eyes to a new world, maybe not a world that every thing seems green but just a light for me to follow whilst designing my destiny and purpose of living.

All the pain that has occured this year needs to be cleanse and basically i need to let go of the past to move on.
That involves getting my head in the game.
Meet new people and make better decisions of which friends to keep and discard.
Honestly, I need to pick my friends better and not allow ANYONE take advantage of me.
I'm just taking this semester as a test trial and only 3 people has attempted to take my focus away. I'm just going to let these temptations of destruction not get to me.
Because honestly the most important to me now it's my grades.
Because what i learnt from last semester, friends just drift apart but then if they do then they are not your real friends.
I learnt who my real friends are.
Thank you for NEVER abandoning me in my times of need even for a split second.
I'm changing and you can't do anything about it now.
I just want to say goodbye to the yesterdays and hello to today.
xoxo