Recently i've been super stressed about everything.
For once my life is going right, then why am i not contented and still yearn for something more?
I have my friends, family and relationship not to mention my studies.
Is this called being selfish?

I have my new found relationship and i guess i just want to quickly get pass the honeymoon period and be just a normal couple. I know that is hard because we have only just started.
Yet I've become subtly demanding and saying things that will push you away.
I don't want to, just that sometimes it's hard to have somebody by my side after so long.
It's just a reaction that i subconciously do. I don't mean to say those harsh words to try to repel you against me. Don't take it to heart. Just give me some time & affection to get used to our relationship. I'm just not used to somebody taking care of me.
I'm used to getting my way, i know i need to learn how to compromise to not only make you happy but myself too. I really like you and i want us to work.
I just need time to adjust and i'll be back to normal.

Happy 1 week Anniversary!

We don't need to celebrate months or weeks. Those aren't important just waiting for the years if that's possible :)
I want to celebrate a 1 year anniversary with you. So i only have 51 weeks to go huh?! LOL.

Studies have been overload and i'm hardly ever making any effort for it since i've been feeling quite blessed lately. I'm ready to get into the regime to some vigarous study. LOL (such a nerd!)

Things are looking brighter and i just pray it'll only just get better from here.

xoxo