Saturday, September 27, 2008 -{'4:31 PM
Title : [ *Sunshine Coast Love* ]
I finally woke up in my dreaming daze and found that happiness isn't that easily earned.
Especially love&relationship sector.
I know that i'm never really the girlfriend kind of girl and it's hard to adjust to being a one man's woman. I know this is selfish of me, but i don't want to let go of my boys.
I know that i'm never really the girlfriend kind of girl and it's hard to adjust to being a one man's woman. I know this is selfish of me, but i don't want to let go of my boys.
I don't think i can give up hanging out with my mates and compromising my lifestyle.
I just want to enjoy my total freedom.
I just want to enjoy my total freedom.
I've just been unleashed by my parents and i'm not ready to be controlled again.
Not by no one.
So baby i'm sorry, you don't make me happy enough to stay with you.
I have to go and make myself happy because i think i was actually better off without you in my life. I don't want to see my friends diminish from my life. I'm sorry but my friends are a higher priority in my life and you just don't let me include them into our lives.
It's unfair that your friends are included into our lives but my friends aren't allowed.
You've never compromised anything for for me.
I hate being controlled by you.
You control my time to eat when i'm with you
You control my time to study
You don't let me have time to my friends without chucking a pissy fit
You treat me like dirt when you don't have things your way
You critize my shopping habits, food likings and friends.
I realised your not my type of man and everytime i see you i'm getting less attracted to you.
But somehow i'm attached to you, long on your innovative ways of giving me that glimmer of kindness and doteness.
Thank you for the ride but it's my time to depart.
Thank you for the ride but it's my time to depart.
I still like you but maybe we need to rebuild on our friendship first.
Hence i went to a short holiday to drown my sorrows of heartbreak to the sunshine coast!
Hence i went to a short holiday to drown my sorrows of heartbreak to the sunshine coast!
David &Ryo
I took a 2 hrs train ride to Nambour where Darren picked me up and went shopping to Sunshine Plaza. Came home and basically had great family time together.
Next Day Ryo and David drove up from brisbane and we just got great calamaries & chips and slacked on the beach. They drove me back to brisbane.
Haha I felt so special because they came to just for me :)
So i had an excellent weekend at the sunshine coast and it's good to be back to brisbane.
Plan to head back to sunshine coast b4 the school holidays end.
