Well last night we waited till Rachael came back from Coffs Harbour to give her a birthday celebration. We filled the floor with balloons and got the music pumping.
While waiting for Rachael, Tellam, JemDiz & I got started playing drinking games and i bought my lovely babe tellam some strawberry liqour for her 18th but we ended up drinking the whole litres within half an hour. To be honest, i remember majority of what happened but apparently i did a lot of stupid things. can't be bothered to re-cap what happened.

Right now i'm just feeling slightly cranky and so hung over!
I remember calling my baby but he was at the casino. I felt so rejected!
I know i had my own party but yeah i sorta wished he was at home waiting for me to come home to take care of me. :(
He was meant to call me when he got home but he failed to do so.
I don't want to get paranoid and push him away from our relationship but i was a extremely disappointed. Even though when i called him it was like 1.30am and he said he was coming home around 3.30-4am he still didn't call! Maybe i'm being over the top but yeah.
Sometimes if i don't see him for more than 10 hours i feel like it's a long time. But gah. need to stop this kind of thinking and let our relationship to be more free!!!!!
But i'm still pissed a him !~

Got 3 parties tonight and i will try to go to 2 but my main party is at tellams!

xoxo