I feel sort of sad that i'm leaving my apartment in k.g with the girls.
I guess it's because we did this all move thing together and we were all different in terms of personas.
Now i've decided to leave the nest due to new experience and a new lifestyle to far away from the city. Weird considering i'm a city girl but it's only a dear half hour out.
I honestly don't know why i want to move out but i think the main reason is because i want more privacy and plus i get an ensuite :)
it's really beautiful.

The bad thing is i'll live far away from the city and it'll cost me more.
But the good thing is that is resort style living with free parking, internet and foxtel!!!
Yes, i'm such a sad case of a girl.
Just want a nicer lifestyle and hoping daddy and darren will get me a car in brisbane so i can just drive everywhere:)

Btw my healthy diet hasn't made me to lose weight :(
Though i feel very cleanse and vitalised!
I actually pay attention in class and just have more energy to do things.
It feels great.
Jessamy thinks that my body is in shock due to the healthy food i've been eating that it's holding all the old fats tightly. She's the nurse so i'll believe her but i didn't do this diet to lose weight but to get healthy and it feel so so so great but i feel bit guilty as over the weekend with my brothers i ate KFC :(

I realised how unhealthy i am recently due to independancy has lead me to eat out more often, drive and drink so much alcohol.
Also my insides haven't been feeling that clean like an oil clot inside of me.
So i'm going on a body detox.
I am doing a month trial like changing my foods not drastically but no more KFC and Nandos :(
Walk more and no alcohol.
That's Right NO ALCOHOL!!!!!
Funny, at first i didn't think i couldn't last a week without alcohol but i have guys so you can do it too.
This is not a diet but a detox.
I've been on this detox for nearly one and half weeks.
Somehow i feel i can breath more easily and my mind is revitalised everytime i wake up.
So no more coffee in the first thing in the morning though i still get a bit rundown and that's when i'll have my caffiene fix.

So what do i do?

Make simple changes, take for example:
White Bread to Wholemeal Bread
Ice Cream to Frozen Yoghurt/Sorbet
Junk Food to Nuts, Dried Fruits and Lite Yoghurt
Sugary Ceral (cocopops) to All Bran/Museli
White Rice to Basmati Rice (sadly i refuse this one maybe coz it's the asian side of me)
Chicken Thigh to Chicken Breast
Lamp Chops to Pork Chops

Those are some simple changes.
Remember Baking is better than Frying.
This will not necessarily help you to lose weight but to make you more healthy.
Be concious and see how it goes.

I'll update it, i feel any changes.

Seriously, i'm honestly sick of people that dictate my life when they don't even contribute into it.
You have no right to make my future decisions. I can do what ever I want.
I'm no longer a child that's independant on their parents anymore.
It's funny because when i'm in financial difficulties, you all don't seem to help.
But when i'm financially stable then you all come flooding me with your problems.
That is not fair!
Don't tell me what to do with my life. I'm not seeking for your advice. I'm just telling you.
If i wish to defer uni, i will. You are not financially helping me. So keep your mouth shut.
This is my life, my future, my money and i'll do the hell i want to do.
So stop discouraging me in everyway possible and if you really care for me do something.
The minimal expectations is to be supportive emotionally.
I am seriously contemplating on drawing the line.
I don't need all the bullshit in my life.
I have enough on my plate as it is.
You know, you have no right what to tell me what to do because:
1. You never have lifted a finger to help anybody especially dad.
- Critizing the way i spend my money when my own father doesn't. Then your such a fine example borrowing money from someone that you hardly know and takes years to pay off a miserable sum of $1000. Think about it!
2. Wasting my life? Well it is apparent you have wasted like 24 years of it!
3. Who are you to tell me what to do? You didn't even finish year 12! Are you even educationally qualified to tell me what to do with my education? If your not keep your mouth shut!
I should know what to do with my future.

You and Mum are such contradictions. Just leave me alone! I can do whatever i want.
Stop trying to degrade me. Deferring Uni is called quite uni so get it in your thick skulls!
Statistically people that defer does better in their degrees.
If you are not supportative of me then I'm sorry because I won't have you in my life till you set your mentality straight. Stop being so traditional and try to be supportative for once rather than compete with me.

Sky

Me :)

Akiko

Sky & I