Lately i've been reading/listening to other peoples blogs or rants about how they 'dont want to grow up' or how hard there life is or why isit not fair that i come from a poor family and so on?



For people that don't want to grow up:

With age comes wisdom but let's make it an exception for you mob.
BECAUSE OBVIOUSLY YOU HAVEN'T GROWN UP YET!
Whinging and complaining on how 'tough' life is, well it obviously isn't. Since you bitch and whine about it like a baby wanting it's diaper changed.
Seriously, stop the peterpan syndrome, life is not a fairy tale.
Yes i do somehow agree the childhood days were the ecstasy of life but now it's time for you to sober up, get on that horse and face reality.
We grow every second of our life, whether you realize or not. Having this sydrome represents only selfishness.

What about our parents?

You think they enjoy paying bills, slogging their guts just to put food on the table and ease that little inch of pain you might inflict?

Think again?

Man you guys piss me off, obviously you have woken up to the harsh relm of reality.
Sometimes the tought times are great.
They are lesson that ought to be learn.
Lessons that make you stronger and survive life.
But overall you dont' want to grow up well you got it, because obviously your not acting like one anyway. Be a selfish retard and spoilt little shit.

GET YOUR OVER YOURSELF~!



'How Hard Life Is'

Yes, i can show that little bit of sympathy but whinging about it isn't going it to make it easier.

YES or NO?


For those that said YES:

HAHA you guys are the smart ones, i'll be light and give you a small tap on the wrist.

whining about it only make other people do the same as well.
like monkey see, monkey do..
So STOP the complaining and do something about it.
If there is a will, there is a way.


For those that said NO:

Ain't you the biggest biatches... GET OVERSELF!
Bad things only happen to bad people i'd say and i hope it does to you!
*some things that happen that seem like there bad and you are a good person then it's not bad luck its a life experience take it and it'll be something good.

You think mother teresa or jesus had it easy. think again.
again it draws down to selfishness, YOU SELFISH LOSERS!


why isn't it fair that i come from a poor family?
All i can say is DEAL WITH IT!
just because ur financially not stable doesn't mean you can't live a rich family.
Stop being materialistic when you can't afford to be.
Ur probably worse than the rich snobs.
Just go out work out and become rich.
EVERYTHING TAKES EFFORT!
LAZY ASSES!

Anyway enough said!

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Since Wayan came back, i caught his 'indonesian'flu and been down as a dog.
Couldn't handle it any any longer and went to the doctors which they put me on antibiotics.
Great, that probably means i won't start getting better till like a week.
Apparently I have a virus which has inflicted a chest infection. Gross right?
So i'm coughing my lungs out.
So don't worry, i havent died just yet.
xoxo

Cheena Eyes cos of the flash

Morg & Vic

Woke up depressed and lonely because surprisingly i didn't have someone special to spend it with. But as the day wore on, talking to my beloved friends started to brighten up my day.

Firstly, one of my greatest friend which we have a love/hate relationship well actually we really care for each other just that we show it in the meanest way. Well he came out of the closet and explained his previous behaviours. I'm just happy that he opened up. I dont judge him at all because when you love someone, you love them for who they are. As long as he is happy then so am I.


Secondly, sponstaneously hanged out with my ex housemates. Jemma cooked me dinner and we got ready to go out. Headed to the RE but it wasn't packed enough then we headed to the Valley to Birdee's. I missed clubbing and just dancing with the girls. I got to see Anna, which i missed her bubbly and crazy personality. She always brightens up my day. Her birthday is next weekend.

Thirdly while i was in Birdee's, I finally got a valentines day kiss!
I hooked up with some random but yeah he was blond and cute!!! He just danced near me and pulled me away from my girls. And somehow we made out a couple times and so embarrassing my girls were cheering for us but then like i was thinking woohoo i got my valentines day kiss, i just disposed him and danced again with my girls. It made me feel sort of dominant and powerful. I don't know if last night if my different make up technique worked but somehow i found some other boys tryna pull me away but sadly there physically not appealing. Don't say i'm shallow, because i was not going to see them ever again and i don't want to talk and do the whole get to know each other bullshit so i might get something that looks nice and be off my way.


Anyway noticed been a while since i posted up a couple of shots.
So here's a visual preview of lastnight...






xoxo

I've officially moved all my stuff to my place. I think.
I feel so glad that i've finally moved in and can treat this place like home.
All i need is for morgan to come back and that is on midnight on sunday.
Today spent the whole day tidying the apartment.
Now i'm looking at my very own apartment that is mine well for at least 6 months.
And i'm feeling like I've achieve something.
I feel so blissed to be able to afford to live and study in university and i really do take that for granted.
Before i was feeling so depressed about not being able to splurge on clothes, beauty products and even eating out but i know i'm not from a wealthy family and i should appreciate what i have.
I have a very doting dad that supports my every decision; good and bad. Respects me other than the cleaning and cooking department. :D
I have people that love and care for me.
I still eat out just not those top notch fancy but nice restruants.
I still go out clubbing and drinking.
The only thing is basically i have given up my fashion sense and urge.
I've become more laidback and humble.
You can see it in my dress sense too now.
BTW i'm not a BUM!! haha
I realised fashion fades and it's enjoyable ride but there are more important things out there.
People are straving, homeless, friendless, parentless, poor, sick etc.
and lately and regretfully we don't see that side anymore because we are too involve with our own lives to care.
I miss being spirited and passionate about helping people.
I want to matter to the world, I want to help the world even if it's just by helping one person at a time.

Just think about it.

xoxo

I want to start of this entry with a prayer because I have just been notified that a friend has been put it a sad accident where she ran over an indigeneous lady. She ran over her head and she still has that huanting feeling of the rundown. She is full of remorse and regret. To be involved with a passing of a being is difficult to overcome so lets have her in our prayers along with the lady that passed away as it was an accident and nobody deserved to pass away like that.
We have to appreciate everything. Even the little things.

God bless.

To end on a lighter note, i passed my house inspection. so i can all my bond money back then it goes to Morgan :s

xoxo