Before all you can do was want to be with me by any means possible.
You used to shower every inch of attention towards me whether i noticed or not.
You only had eyes for me.
Our sweet kisses used to bring us the elixar of life.
When I would caress your neck your eyes would beam.
You made me feel special.
Really loved.
But what has happened?
Has our awkward silences been the torment of our relationship.
You dared to do anything for me, you once claimed yet now you contemplate.
I thought you were the man that would be my pride and shiny armour but today i found you are currently nothing but a coward.
You gave excitement then took it away.
Like taking candy from a baby and because of this brought fury in my face and heart.
The only thing i have been looking forward to this year and you seem to have to ruin the fun out of it.
I hate empty promises & liars.
Please don't let our relationship deteriorate.
We promised to savage it.
Obstacles always occur but you succeed there is no other glory.

Do you still like me?
Or was it a fantasy?
Your eyes doesn't glimmer how they used to.
Our hands never meet.
And today our lips didn't get to taste.
The greatest chemistry we had, did not occur.
Are these the signs of trouble?
I fret not.
Today you really made feel like losing hope and giving up on us.
To a point I felt it was adamat to end things when it isn't working.
Because I feel like crying.
I feel like shit.
Most of all, I feel pain.

I need you.
I need us.
I can't do it alone.
Guide me on what I must do.
Or I'll just have to cast away to a happier place.
A life without you.